life in the present

overall, i wouldn't say i had a bad life. it could be better, but probably it could have been much worse. i have received many kindness from people and have since grown wiser and able and i hope it continues. it has not been easy all the way, meeting people means you have to take the good with the bad whether you like it or not. there are some people who will cradle you and protect you, others will be aloof, and there will be some who will attack you and hurt you regardless of how you treat them. hence, it is very important to have resolve and be with the right mix. it is not true that people seek out purposefully to harm another person but elements of that initiating person can be quite damaging, especially if you are not careful. hence its wise to be prudent when dealing with emotions. if there are people who you can't satisfy in heart sometimes its better to let go because they are probably at phases of their lives where they are finding what they want and the only people who can truly help them are family and true comfort in natural friends. its all just cheap talk but being human is something real and we should be happier with our existence rather than loathe on many things that don't matter. how do we go about being happier is probably up to us to think it through in a day or maybe a week in solitude. even so, being happy is risky and probably not for the faint hearted.